I keep getting worse.
I feel lost and confused.
I can't even have a job.
I want to go on perment disability, because I know that I will probably never be able to work full-time again. It used to break my heart that I couldn't work full time, but as time has gone buy I have let go of the idea. I chose instead to reassure myself saying that at least I got to have a career no matter how brief it was. My aunt told me that I cannot live in the past and need to find a way to move forward.
Okay so here's my problem:
I need to get on SSI disability, but I don't know how to approach it. In order to get started on that I need a doctor that actually believes in my disorder. I just feel like a chicken with it's head cut off most of the time. It's depressing and I don't know where to start. I don't know if any of you all can help me, but maybe you can... Maybe I will feel better talking about it with people that understand.